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This shit will fuck you up

August 19th, 2008 (06:39 pm)

current location: My command station
current mood: indescribable

So yeah this guys says I have his ipod. Yeah his bag is in my truck but I dont know whats in there. I wasnt about to look through that nasty ass bullshit. First of all if you really cared that much for something then you would be more careful where you left it. I did not leave that bag at Lina's house. It was not my responsibility to pick it up, its not my stuff. As a matter a fact I should be thanked. If it wasnt for me then you probably would have to search every dumpster in san antonio for that bag. She would of thrown it away next day. I am very much pissed off. I do someones hair and they dont even say thank you. They leave me alone in a horrible situation. Then Im expected to be the care taker of your things. I dont think so. I am about to kick some ass. Oh yeah and what was said about me? " She probably pawned it because she is MEXICAN" WTF?!I didnt even know anything of value was in there. I just thought it was a bunch of dirty clothes. But now that something like that was said about me maybe I can make it true. I could use 30 dollars. Is that how much a pawn shop will give me? Yeah I could use that 30 dollars for my Japan trip. Fuck you son of a bitch.

So I havent posted in a while. I owe people pictures and other stuffs.

Top cool things from that past two weeks

Got my first two week paycheck and ready for another. Yeah baby hired on!
Lap dances at Perfect 10 are a perfect 10
Mychonny knows his shit. Check him out in such things as " How to be an asian teeny bopper" and "Asian parents"
Watched Tropic thunder (In no way is this offensive or disrespectful to American vets,retards,or black people) Like I would care
My car is working again

I was watching this and thought it was the funniest thing ever. Hope you enjoy it!  (Now that I remember past things)XDD


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Lapis Lazuli

July 30th, 2008 (05:38 pm)
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current mood: determined
current song: ムック 輝く世界

Word of The Day
Lapis lazuli
(pronounced /ˈlæpɪs ˈlæzjəliː/) (sometimes abbreviated to lapis) is a semi-precious stone prized since antiquity for its intense blue color.

This word was in a ムック song,one of my favorite from their new album. I didnt know what it meant so went to look it up. I dont remember them playing 輝く世界 (Kagayaku Sekai) Live.Perhaps Alina
 knows since we have seen them together twice. If I they did play it and I dont remember I will be angry with myself. I love this song too much. Mucc how I wish to see you agian soon.



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Lapis Lazuli

July 30th, 2008 (05:38 pm)
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current mood: determined
current song: ムック 輝く世界

Word of The Day
Lapis lazuli
(pronounced /ˈlæpɪs ˈlæzjəliː/) (sometimes abbreviated to lapis) is a semi-precious stone prized since antiquity for its intense blue color.

This word was in a ムック song,one of my favorite from their new album. I didnt know what it meant so went to look it up. I dont remember them playing 輝く世界 (Kagayaku Sekai) Live. Perhaps



kittycow  knows since we have seen them together twice. If I they did play it and I dont remember I will be angry with myself. I love this song too much. Mucc how I wish to see you agian soon.

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Compulsive Buying

July 28th, 2008 (05:20 pm)

current location: へや
current mood: amused
current song: メテロノメ - スパス ロマンチク

Not really Compulsive buying but I want one...  So help me choose. Im buying tonight! So  Please Vote Vote Vote!

which kigrumin should I get next?
Brown Bear
Koala Bear
Hello Kitty cow
pollcode.com free polls

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Sunday Theater

July 27th, 2008 (09:08 pm)

current location: Heya
current mood: bitchy
current song: Dawn of Ashes - Abyss

I have been to the movies enough for the month. Going twice in one day can take alot out of you. This afternoon we took my nephew to see Kung Fu Panda. Everytime I see a movie with Jack Black, I can just feel the intellagence seeping out of my brain. I suppose it was a okay kids movie. Later on that night we went with Koichi and Lina and saw Forbidden Kingdom. I did not care for this movie at all. It extremely sucked. Wheel of morality turn turn turn tell us the lesson that we should learn.  And the moral of todays movie is " Any fanboy's dream can come true" I dont reccomend Forbidden Kingdom unless you want to watch repetative fight scenes. After 3 minutes it all started to look the same. Not only did the movie suck but we were in the most ghetto theater in town. I hate the dollar theater! In the front row was a guy that kept striking his lighter towards the ground. I mean what was he doing?! Was he getting his crack ready? Then the lady sitting next to us kept talking so loud with her grandchildren. I dont think I will be going there for a long long time. 

So someone was telling me how their friend brags about being an internet ho. Is that really something to brag about? I mean anyone can get bitches online. It takes real talent to get actual pussy. All I have to say is, loser get a fucking life. I told you I was fiesty today!

My cell phone ornaments are being attached to my phone daily. It really is growing. If anyone would like to contribute to my katamari, you know where to find me! Here is the list of what I already have. 

1. Pink furry coin purse
2. Tamagotchi connection stuffed animal
3. Cute Girrafe lip balm accessory
4. Winnie the Pooh in Elephant kigurumin
5. Winnie the Pooh in Pig Kigurumin 
6. Hello kitty whore holding glass of Lemonade
7. Bell Half Moon with Heart pendant 
8. Black Panda
9. Burgandy Panda

I would like to add to this collection. Cute things are Aaa-mazing~

Hopefully the work week goes by fast again. But now I am going to rest up a bit... Work at 5 A.M... 
Night Night!

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Diary of a sleepy bitch

July 26th, 2008 (10:49 pm)

current mood: bouncy
current song: セルー ムック

I practically slept my Saturday away. I believe my eyes opened at around 11 a.m but just couldnt get out of bed. It was just so comfy under those sheets. I didnt get up until 6 p.m.  How horrible is that? I really wanted to do something today but atleast I got some sleepy and cuddling in. Ha ha. Now I have a pile of movies to watch. Im just waiting.. and I dont know why. Lets get this thing on a roll! 

I have been listening to MUCC alot lately. I always loved their harder music but I am growing to love this new CD. I love you MUCC! I have always loved you but now you have impressed me. You got a girl like me to love this new C.D.  Someone said that their sound turned emo. No I dont think so. They are not as hard as they were but they are not emo. They still have that blues sound and lots of bass. Your not Emo your amazing. 

Not much to post today. Well I didnt do anything. 
My life needs to get interesting. Maybe after the big trip.

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July 25th, 2008 (08:22 pm)

current location: へや
current mood: drained
current song: 輝く世界 - ムック

I have been a bit sad since my last post.  I have not tried to shut anyone out in fact I wanted the opposite. Lately I just get home,fall asleep and wont wake up till very late. I wanted to apologize to Alina and her mother. I didnt mean avoid you. Actually I got home that day to eat really quick but I sat down for a bit and just fell asleep. I didnt wake up till really late that night. After that I just felt bad and was too scared to call and apologize. I suppose letting people down scares me. So I am really sorry to the both of you. Maybe I can make it up to you somehow. 

I was pretty lost this week. I went into work today thinking it was Thursday. In my head I was thinking " Just two more days of work"  Then I looked at the calender in my phone to get the date. And what a surprise it was Friday! My mood was so much better after that. Too bad I forgot the 4 dollars for Rita's B-Day bash. Its okay Francis covered it but I have to remember to pay her back Monday. I still dont know the damn pin for my debit card. So dont ask me for cash.

One night I got really bored and had a conversation with that Salmon thing. I think I will speak to it more just because it is so entertaining. Anyway this is how the conversation went.

Shizuka Dai
FriendlessSalmon: salmonfiesta!
Shizuka Dai: I love fiestas!
FriendlessSalmon: They're perfectly wonderful. :)
Shizuka Dai: Im kinda mexican you know
FriendlessSalmon: I did not know that. Are there many Mexican salmon?
Shizuka Dai: I am not sure. But I am one of them.
FriendlessSalmon: I see.
Shizuka Dai: Have a happy day salmon san
FriendlessSalmon: you as well, Mexisalmon!

How odd was that? 

Hopefully I have something interesting to post for the weekend... I doubt it. I think I am going to cool it with the gays and the clubs on Saturday.  I will miss them.. u.u

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July 14th, 2008 (09:27 pm)

current mood: numb
current song: Assemblage 23 "Let me be your Armor"

I havent been doing too well these past couple of days but Im still here. Thanks to two friends I am a little encouraged. Alina and Yomi your great for being there when I need a friend. I found Gloomy bear last night but I still had trouble sleeping. I just need to get back into my gloomy sleepy happy time. Whatever that means. It makes sense to me. 

PAST WEEK UPDATES. (Not feeling well to type. 
I saw that move Meet Dave with Eddie Murphy. It was kind of strange. It made me feel weird. I guess im not an Eddie Murphy fan... The Faggle in the movie was amazing though. Wait isnt it supposed to be a kid movie? 

I thought my Zen was going to have a melt down. Turns out it just ran out of battery.Duh I thought it had energy for life.

 Hopefully my week will improve. No, it will get better.

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July 9th, 2008 (08:39 pm)

Just as I was about to fall asleep my alarm clock rang for me to get up for work.  It actually went off later then it was supposed to. Way later! I got up at 5:58 and I am supposed to be at work by 6. This is all my fault for loosing my damn bear. I cleaned the room and looked everywhere for him but I cant find Gloomy. I really cant sleep without him. Buu~

My knee is still fucked up. I should go get it checked but do I really want to add more Bullshit to the list? Even though it hurts I keep dancing and working on it. And its so swollen..  Maybe I can get it checked out next week. 

The weekend is coming up and I am so exited. I would of liked to go visit Helena and go to Underworld but I cant. It will be a night in San Antonio again. We can still make it fun with the right liquids. Im kiddin! See you people at Atomix. 

Aim doesnt like me this week. Im having sign in problems so you guys that only have aim get on skype or yim if you want to talk. I think I might have to make a new ID for Aim. 

Still lonely and without sleep. Hurry up and get hear weekend.


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July 8th, 2008 (08:07 pm)

I love my ZEN! I just bought myself a mp3 player and its absolutely amazing. Work goes by three times faster and I have lots of music to play in my blue monster. Best buy I have made in a long time. 

Life has been the same except for that fact that I really love going out now. I think I have to take care of my nephew this Saturday so that leaves Friday open. Me, Bill, Kiwi, and Stephen are going to party it up at Atomix. So anyone that wants to join is welcome. Im getting the absolut Pear and getting my mix on. Anthony has been a great inspiration. No drinks will compare to his. Oh yeah if didnt mention Anthony he is Mine and Alinas gay bartender. Yes he's ours! I even got a myspace message by one of my hair dresser friends at Visible changes. " I saw you at The Heat Saturday night. I was too fucked up and by the time I got to see you we were leaving the door. I would have so danced with you"  I will be going there more often. I wish the guys were up to going to the gay club. Oh well...  we shall have a great time this weekend anyway. Without the gays. 

I lost gloomybear and I cant sleep. Yeah I thought it was a bunch of crap that I had to sleep with him. But yes it makes a difference. I really cant sleep without that damn stuffed peice of shit! Gloomy! Come back to me!  Hopefully he turns up I really need a good nights rest. 

I have been lonely lately. Buu this is bullshit, I hate feeling this way. I guess thats why I am turning into a club monster. I need people to be around or to talk to atleast. 

Meh Im tired.. Im going to try and sleep now. Night night Bitches